then and now

I was reading through my blog entries last year and I was shocked by it, especially when i compared it to my entries this year. First, my blog before was so colorful! it literally has a lot of colors and I suddenly remember that the background color of my blog page before was black, so that's why. :D Secondly, i lack commas in my sentences and for that I am truly sorry to those people who read my blog and got tired at the same time. ^^V Third on the list is the number of posts i posted last year and this year. Last year, i posted 65 posts in total, while this year the total has not even exceeded10 posts. That is why right now I am posting a new one. "_" And the fourth thing i noticed about my previous posts is that there are a lot of misspelled words and again i would like to say sorry, though i know that you might have laughed about it, and it's okay. (you know who you are! :p) Lastly, i have a lot posts before that i truly regret posting hahaha, like posts of mine being e-mo ~_~ or being so down that i don't want to live anymore X-(.. i mean look at me now, i am still living and happy. i just truly regret it. Other post like not really narrating the reason behind my happiness that day makes me really regretful also, because reading it now, i have no idea what happened that day. It's just stated there that I was really happy. (i'm a forgetful person, you know!)

On the other hand, reading previous posts make me very happy and grateful at the same time. Happy because those posts (i keep saying this word, anyways) remind me of my friends and the good, not good, but GREAT times we had together. It shows me the accomplishments i have gained from then until now. Those posts also taught me to be greatful. Just like what i have said a while ago, there were those times that i was so down that i don't know what to do and by reading it, i am empowered by the idea that i can really do all things as long as Gods is with me and that those hardships are just some of the missing ingredients to make my life delicious, it's all part of the big puzzle.

And with that i am going to end this post that will be read after a year by me. :)

Take care and God bless always! :D