for those people who feel down these days...

this verse might help you as it did to me... God Bless.... :)

Philippians 4:6-7

6Don't worry about anything, but pray about everything. With thankful hearts offer up your prayers and requests to God. 7Then, because you belong to Christ Jesus, God will bless you with peace that no one can completely understand. And this peace will control the way you think and feel.

hope it helps....

http://www.biblegateway.com/

happy days....

even though i have a lot of exams today.... i still have a reason to be happy.... some of you may know it but most of you don't but still i wont tell you.... it just makes me smile whenever i think about it... ...

i just feel so happy and i just cant explain it.... :) last week i was very sad but now i am very happy.... just happy... !!! God really does answer our prayers, i asked Him to help me and He really did to the max!!!


IM HAPPY!!!!!

Weak---- JoJo

I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

Chorus:
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase I want you to stay with me, by my side I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around, pride's fading In my condition
I don't want to be alone
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

chorus


I've tried hard to fight it
No way can I deny it Your love's so sweet
It knocks me off my feet chorus

I get so weak
Blood starts racing through my veins I get so weak
Boy it's somethin' I can't explain I get so weak
Somethin' 'bout the way you do the things you're do-oo-oo-in'
Knocks me right off of my feet off my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak I get so

chorus

ayoko na....

nakakapagod n ang buhay n ganito.... d ko n ata kaya... kahit n gusto kong mging masaya npkahirap... d ko lam kng bkit la n akong ibang maicp... ang hirap maging malungkot.... parang d gumgana ng maayos ang aking pagiicp... lagi n lng akong matmlay... ayoko n!! gusto k nang maging masaya...

THE WORMS!!!

THE TERM!!!
you might be wondering that these days i have kept on mentioning about worms....

"worm" is a term we use to call each other, it is not a casual term but a term used to those people who we are close with or who sre dear to us and we treasure...

the calling of "worm" started from a quote sent by angellyn the worm to jeannine the worm... the qoute was....

Each of us r butterflies w/1wing.

D only way we can fly s 2 hold each odr & shre wings.

So if u hav no wings at ol, it mins

worm ka dude!

Worm k lng! ü

at first, the term worm was only applied to the person whose names were stated above... after a while we started calling each other 'worm k dude'.... it was during januray 8, 2008 the birthday of one of the worms (jerome) where the worm organization or association started....

MEMBERS!
the current members of "worms" are:
~ me - o-ma worm!
~ jeannine - vagaworm
~ ephraim - babyworm
~ jerome - wehworm
~ angellyn
~ marianne
~ maribelle
~ jasper
~ natasha -tashyworm
~ erica - newworm

wait-listed:
~chioa - nerdworm (sabi nya eh)
~ siege - jackieworm daw haha

announcement!
***if you would like to be part of the worm association please approach the said members... thank you! :p

a special thank you (guess who...)

i would like to say a very special thank you to Ralph Chioa also known as "The Nerd"... hehe...

i just want to thank you beacuse there are those times in my life that you were the only one who backs me up.... you were the one who gives joy to my life these days.... you even gave me the good news about ustet.... you were the one who told me that i should not be scared of the upcoming interview.... you are the person who is always jolly... i was like that before but i think i just undergo changes because of the things that im going through right now... you really give me the little push i sometimes need....

i would want to say thank you from the botom of my heart.... life would not be the same without knowing you the way i know you right now... i just hope that you will never change....

*this is for real....

what a day it has been...

today, i had a very tiring day from 7am upto now.... things just happened so fast... emotions quickly changes.... from tiredness, joy, anger, and back to joy... just as said earlier this morning.... what kept me going is God and my worms + siege..... they made my day a whole lot different and brought joy to my day.... i also want you to meet Joseph and jade... the are two young boys who are very fun to be with they are not chinese but still hey are very respectful... very kind... and most of all they were very friendly... they are very different from the other young boys i know... i will never forget them.... i just hope that we will see each other real soon...

aside from that i had a lot of fun today because most of the worms + siege and i played this game called "middle monkey" ( i think) and it was sooo fun.... we played from 4pm to 5.15 pm hehehe..... and it just erased all of my anger with a specific person...

another thing that happened to me today is that we made our new physics project which was surprisingly successful and it explains the concept of heat energy and things about the molecules of water... at first we already wanted to give up but (i prayed...) and i felt that i should not let my hopes down because everything is possible as long as there is patience..... (added to everything) things just started to be right side up after two hours of working hard..... :) (praise GOD!!)

lastly, i am very thankful and my heart just can't express how simple people in our lives can chnge our mood...

Thnks jeannine, angellyn, sheriza, sharmelle, jerome, jasper, siege, joseph, jade, and especially God!!!

hay.....

my everything is so tired...

im so tired today i dont know what to do.... i feel like life is so meaningless these days... i feel like i don't want to live anymore... things go the way they shouldn't be... hay.... i feel like im worthless and all.. BUT!!! you know what keeps me going.... GOD and my friends... God gives me the strength to keep on going to keep on living... my friends are the one He uses especially jeannine and all the other worms... I just hope that these kind of days will soon end... hay....

i feel so down....

what does my name mean??

What Sydneylyn Tan Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

..ang anim n tanong ng puso..

...kng d kita gusto bkit apektado ako?
...kng d kita gusto bkit wala n akong maicp n ibang bagay?
...kng d kita gusto bkit ako nag-aalala?
...kng d kita gusto bkit ako natatakot?
...kng d kita gusto bkit ako nalulungkot?
...kng d kita gusto bkit ang daming ng puso ko?

.... la ako maicp n title...... haha

if he likes you:
1. he will sit by you whenever he can...
2. he always takes things from you and hides them...
3. he makes eye contact as much as possible...
4. he messes with your hair...
5. he laughs at you just to see you smile and tell him to shut up!
6. he asks about your day...
7. When the two of you have play fights, he always agrues, no matter what...
8. he sneaks up on you..
9. his friends ask if youre going out yet...
10. ..he tells you he loves you, and really means it...

totoo kaya toh? hay....

`mahal mo, lumayo ka, mahal ka pala.
`mahal ka, manhid ka naman.
`ok na, sinaktan mo pa.
`naghiwalay kayo, biglang gumwapo/gumanda.
`mahal mo na, ayaw na niya.
`mahal ka naman, takot ka lang
`ready ka na, iba na mahal niya.
`masyado pakipot, umayaw tuloy.
`masyadong torpe, nakuha ng iba.
`pag binasa mo 'to, tapos ginawa mo pa.. ewan ko na!

from jo's site :)

Relationships can never be perfect--you can never force your partner to be faithful in the same way that a normal relationship should be.. what's important is at the end of the day, you find each other side by side, and you're happy knowing that he or she is yours. We need to enjoy the relationship while it's there--Cause if you waste your time in doubts and insecurities, you'll never appreciate how wonderful it is to fall in love.. Remember, to get hurt is a fact that we bargain when we choose to love..ö

On Bended Knee

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

:'(

touching.....

Girl: do i ever cross in ur mind?

Boy: no.

Girl: do u like me?

Boy: not really.

Girl: do u want me?

Boy: no.

Girl: would u cry if i left?

Boy: no.

Girl: would u live for me?

Boy: no.

Girl: would u do anything for me?

Boy: no.

Girl: choose-- me or ur life?

Boy: my life.

The girl runs away in shock and pain
and the boy runs after her
then says...

The reason u never cross in my mind is
because u're always on my mind..

The reason why i don't like u is
because i love u..

The reason why i don't want u is
because i need u..

The reason i wouldn't cry if u left is
because i would die if u left..

The reason i wouldn't live for u is
because i would die for u..

The reason why i'm not willing to do
anything for u is
because i would do everything for u..

and

The reason i choose my life is
because
YOU ARE MY LIFE..

nothing to do....

i don't know what to do... i mean i want to write a new post but i don't know what to write about haha.... I'm just very excited of this new blog i have... i just want to do my best to maintain it. hahaha.... so maybe after publishing this post I'm going to turn off my computer since i have been looking at the computer for four hours now... haha and maybe I'll call my bestfriend and talk to her about things yet unknown haha.... :) b-bye...

Hate That I Love You

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for a while - no
But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
I can't remember what you did

Girl I hate it - you know exactly what to do
Still I can't stay mad at you for too long - that's wrong
Girl I hate it - you know exactly how to touch
So I don't fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

Chorus
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
Girl I hate that I love you so

And you completely know
The power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that
I Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

(Chorus)

Bridge
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me

(Chorus)