Saturday, November 22, 2008

we are all blessed..

a while ago, i had my p.e. class for softball and we finished around 4.30pm and i decided to just walk home instead of riding the tricycle... and as i was walking i was listening to the radio and i was tuning to 89.9 which airs the show of Ryan Secrest (i think i misspelled his name) hihi so while i was listening, ryan was talking to miley cyrus' dad billy ray and he said something that made me realize and at the same time agree with him..

well, he said that he is too blessed to be stressed.. well, he is more blessed than i am but i know that i am also blessed in dofferent ways that i myself should be thankful about..and not only me but ALL of us are.. i mean, i honestly have a lot of assignments and problems right now but (this may sound cliche) i know that there truly are more blessing than problems in my life. i forgot where i heard this but someone told me that i should be thankful every second.. thankful for the air that God has provided for me.. and yoou know what, i sometimes do forget to give thanks and i am somehow ashamed of it... hay... and last night i did my devotion and i loved the verse used on the text.. Psalm 103.. try reading it, it sort of makes me happy and at the same time say, "oo nga noh"

un lng.. just want to share smething with you guys..

God bless..
Give thanks...

blogging soon,
Sydneylyn Tan

Thursday, November 20, 2008

the solution to our problems...

so as what i have promised you from my last post, i would be telling you the solution or one of the solutions to our problems... it may sound cheesy but the solution to our problems is also a problem... i got this thought from my professor in Filipino, Mrs. Vergara...

She told us that the only way you can get over your problem is by having or looking at other people's problem. For example, if we are bothered or if we always complain about the food we eat, meaning, we don't like what we eat and sometimes complain on having the same meals everyday, then we should think about the people out there who cannot even have a single decent meal a day, those people who suffer because they don't have any food to intake. Another example is that, we often complain about our professors or teachers (i am guilty of this crime), that they don't do this, they don't do that or we ask, why her out of all the teachers in the world, why does he or she give us so many assignments... instead of thinking that way, we should then think about the people out on the streets who long for having books and enjoys studying but cannot afford to do so... hay... so i hope you got my point.. do you? oh do please leave a comment on my shoutbox.. thank you...

Lastly, be thankful, appreciate things around you cause it's hard to do so once they are gone or once it is gone.. live life in a way that you do regret on something cause what is a life it is almost perfectly lived?

God bless!
Be Safe!

blogging soon,
Tan, Sydneylyn B.

Friday, November 14, 2008

long update...

hello.. I'm back.. it has once again been along time since i last posted something here and i will do my best right now to post more blogs for you guys to read and before i update you with what's happening in my life.. just promise me that you will leave comments because.. I'm sad, no one is leaving comments on my cbox.. :( please and thank you! :D

so! uhm...what can i tell you guys? well, i have been very busy with school even though it has just been my second week of the semester, i already have a lot of things to study about and some of the professors even have already given us projects to work on, especially in Theology, Ma'am Quintero already gave us the overview of all the things that we will cover this whole second semester as in also the ones that is going to be studied next year. We also have this trip to Tarlac for Theology which i am a bit excited about. But before i go on talking about school, i will start with my sem break which was weeks and weeks ago...

I went through my sembreak with a smile on my face, i got to do a lot of things that i have longed to do during the past first semester but did not have the time to do so :D uhm.. i got to arrange the things in my bookshelf and throw OR giveaway the things i don;t really like OR need anymore so my bookshelf right now is a bit arranged already. A bit, because, since school had started already it is starting to get messy again LOL... aside from that i got to finish the second book of Stephanie Meyer's series of Twilight which is "New Moon" (and i am currently at the third book, just a few more pages away to the last book :D) i also got to finish two dvd series of Chinese shows (Ming Zhong Chu Ding Wo Ai Ni and Wei Xiao Pasta) both of them which i like. Just for your information, one of the reason i watched thses shows is because i miss listening and reading pure chinese and i think that by watching it will help me not to forget things that i have studied before and i am so glad that i have not forgotten anything yet. :D the other reason was that it was for entertainment which is its primary use. hehe... uhm.. what else? uhm.. i also wake up every morning around 8.30 am and go to binondo to "pan tai zi", meaning, i do things that somehow are tasked to me by my mom and dad hehehe and during the afternoons i just become a couch potato and indulge myself with books or the television. oh! and i also got to finish reading Digital Fortress by Dan Brown and i am a bit glad cause at first i was just reading it for past time but in the end i got to finish it because i want to and it really is a great book, i recommend it for everyone :)

During the sembreak, i also got the chance to go out with some if my high school friends namely: Jeannine, Jenny, and Patricia. We went to the biggest mall in Asia and wathched one of the worst movie i got to watch in my whole life which is "The Strangers" starring Liv Tyler. I consider it as the worst movie because i did not like the story. It was supposed to be a horror/thriller/suspense movie but we tend to laugh and not bite our nails while the movie was being shown and to tell you the truth the only time we got scared was during the last 5 seconds of the film (excluding credits hehehe). After watching the movie we went to Timezone and also before pala, we went to Timezone and had a great time. We also went to power station to sing some karaokes and we had more fun there that during the movie hahaha... after that it was already around 8pm and we ate at Cowking (Wanton noodles + kangkong with bagoong for me hehehe) and in the end, Patricia went home alone and the three of us rode the taxi since it was already late and dangerous :)

Another event during the sembreak was of course, FAMILY REUNION! :) the day of our family reunion was the same day as my second older brother or di-hya's birthday (nov. 2) and since the venue of the reunion was at Wilson Street, we decided to just hang out at Greenhills. (FYI: papa was at "sua ting" or the province for a business trip) So it was just me, atsi, mama and birthday boy hahahahaha... uhmm... it was also durig this day that i got to get hold of my "Eclipse", because after the morning mass at St. Stephen's Parish my sister and i immediately, well not literally, we still ate our breakfast at McDonalds before immediately going to both RP and Sm Manila.. Rp for my book and SM Manila for atsi meeting a deadline of a store (hard to explain eh hehe) so after going to the malls in early morning, di-hya a.k.a. Birthday boy got to drive the car and drove all of us hehe to greenhills. We ate lunch at Burgoo's which is a good resto but i am still up for Gumbo hahaha.. The food there was great and whats good about it is that we et to eat five meaals for the price of three... wanna know how? well, you the card given to you by the waiters outside the resto whcih indicates that you get a free something when you eat to the amount of something or free something something when you buy two entree? you know that card? well, we got to have that card so that how we got five meals for the price of three meals hehehe... after lunch, i feel so blessed cause i get to watch another movie.. now it's "My Only ü" starring Toni Gonzaga and Vhong Navarro, the movie was not that bad actually it was great, diffrent but great! :) Then after the movie we went to "Hai Kang" which is located at Wilson St. which is also the venue of our family reunion. During the reunion, well, there really is nothin to tell you about just that it was also the last night of Unc Richard, Auntie Lea and Gelyn here in the Philippines... that's all hehehe....

I almost forgot to tell you about Nov. 1 which is one of the most important reason why we have or sembreak which is the All Saints Day. We went to gwa-kong earlier and not on the exact day i think it was during Oct. 26 and there was already a lot of people at Chinese Cemmentery i even got to bump into a UST schoolmate of mine there. ü On the other hand we went to A-ma and Angkong on the exact or real date, that is Nov. 1... ü uhm.. nothing really interesting to say just informing.. :)

so... wow.. i did not imagine that i got to do a lot of things during my 3-week long semestral break. (Enrollment was not included there but did happen during that pd. of time :))

*Movies i watched this past month:
-The Strangers
-My Only U
-High School Musical 3
^i cant believe i got to watch this much movie hehe...

*Movie I am looking forward to watch and surely will watch:
--TWILIGHT!! :)
if you are curious or don't have any idea what this movie is got to the link below:
http://www.twilightthemovie.com

So now, as usual I am starting to get busy with school work. Though i am not studying any major subject it still is not that easy because a lot of subjects give a lot of assignments and projects... hay.. another ride of roller coaster for me or some of us to rie in... And I am doing my best to update you with things that is going on with my life.. my next blog might be something about what really is the solution to our problems. i think i've got a nice answer to that which i got from my professor in Filipino, Ma'am Vergara..

i hope that you will leave tons of comments hehehe..
talk about my school works next tym...

God bless to you all!

blogging again soon...
Tan, Sydneylyn

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

....

I can't thnk of a title so i just ended up with dots or periods or whatever you call it...

As usual, it has been a very long time since i last posted a post or an entry otr whatever you call it on my blog, the reason for this is i am busy or i am just lazy to post anything.. with regards to my college week.. i won't continue it anymore and the only thing you have to know about it is that it is very boring and a waste of time... :D

During these past few weeks i was truly very busy, busy with our Philippine History finals which was a play showing the changes in our culture... The play at start was a mess and almost the whole class thought that it was flop but in the end we end up winning second place.. we also won for best actress (Rachel Ayonayon) and for both best comedy and best drama, which is a bit akward and intersting... hehehe...

Aside from school stuff our family also had a lot of family reunions, 2 consecutive saturdays to be exact, and to be honest it was fun... one of the reasons why it was fun was because it was a reunion and we all updated about each others lives and do things which are funny.. :D another reason is that our cousins from States came here to celebrate it with us. well, basically, the reason for their coming back was that one of the reunion was also at the same time a celebration for my aunt and uncle's 25th wedding anniversary so they came back since the couple were my cousin's parents.. :) gets?? hehehe and we had so much fun since those guys were somehow also the ones who are making jokes and doing the move on making the event or reunions lively :D

Now, for those people who are wondering on what course i will be taking next school year... well, i am still unsure as of now. it is either i would shift to HRM or Hotel and Restaurant Management and stay at UST or i would transfer to another school which is CCA or Center for Culinary Arts.. my mom is starting to agree on letting me instantly pursue culinary arts rather than taking up HRM before taking it, which for me is good since i won't be wasting anymore time like what i am currently doing...

These are just some of the updates i can share with you guys! :p

God bless!

Love Lots,
Tan, Sydneylyn B. :)

Thursday, September 4, 2008

college week is not = to FUN

hi guys (if there are people reading my posts) i'm back, my hands are very eager to write about something that i really have no idea about so, i am just going to give you updates about my life and some opinions about some matters :)

well, this week (Sept 1- 5) our college (CRS: College of Rehabilitation of Sciences) are having its 35th college week, this means that there are no books no everything and there's only one thing present which is fun fun fun.. BUT in my opinion it does not apply to all, many people know me as being an active person but ever since i got to college everything seems to be different and i am not that active anymore. (back to the topic) uhm.. so during monday, it was said that there was going to be a mass aroung 8am and we were required to be there by 6.30 and this is what i would like to call as STRIKE ONE since we did not do anything from 6.30 upto the said time of the mass we just stood outside the chapel of UST and hay.. nakakaasar sya kse mainit tpos la namang ginawa so for it i just hoped that i slept for a longer time than usual and so after the mass which ended around 9 or 9+, we had our parade where we walked around the whole campus of UST together with our own courses' floats and together with the yellow jackets (somewhat pep squad)... after that there was the fair along the Osmena drive was our fair where each organization or course within CRS has its own booth that offers different stuff and the one i liked the most was the free body glitter offered by the student council, the basic reason why i liked it was because it was for free... :D so since we were given stubs for free food, concert and body glitter, i used the stub and had my arm glittered on :D (with dolphins and addtional designs) (courtesy of: http://www.artnfaces.multiply.com) after falling in line for the body glitter it was already time for lunch so we went to frio mixx around the carpark and i ate their chicken steak and drank their mango shake which i am giving TWO THUMBS UP!! :D (yummy talaga) after that wonderful lunch with Yanika and Charm, we went back to the fair to have a look around and after that we sat at the booth of kotex since there were a lot of mats with cushion lying under their booth and its purpose was really for us to have a sit and just rest... BUT what we did not know was that we were going to be aired live at MTV since they are our sponsor for that day's fair so hay.. we had to sign waivers and stuff but eventually we had fun. they had a guest speaker and she was a radio jock at 90.7 and her name is Nicole something (i forgot her surname.. :D) and she shared us with good stuff i mean things were you can learn things from those things were: the law of attraction, which means that when you want something just think about it and work hard for it, set it as your goal and you will surely have it... the other thing i learned was that, we should always think positive and always look on the bright side of everything, and there is at all things... :) after the talk we went to other booths and played some of their games to win cool stuff... :) some of the booths were (kotex, nescafe, e-games, block and whits, and many more and did i mention that there was also a giant slide :D... i ended my day by meeting with abi at my alma mater :)) (alma mater daw hahahah)

sept 2 (a wonderful tuesday.. NOT!!) what did happen that day? i suddenly forgot... wait let me think about it... oh so we had a film showing during the mornin which was entitled "The Wooded Camera" ehich for me really did not have that mucch great impact.. oh and before the film showing we had our Amazing Race sent off but i did not join the event so i totally forgot about it (hahahahaaha) so after the film showing we had our lunch now it was only with Charm since Yanika wasn't feeling well and did not went to school... so uhmm.. after (puro n lng after ung blog ko) that wonderful lunch of fried fish with mayo and rice, Charm and i proceeded or went to our medicine auditorium and waited until the quiz fest started, let me just explain the quiz fest :) Quiz fest which was entiutled Joint play was sort of like the CSA quiz bee, un lang. haha... the quiz fest ended earlier than expected so charm and i decided to just stay for a while at the audtorium to cool off and just to relax for some time... since it rained very very hard that day our Agape dinner was moved from the plaza mayor to the multi-purpose hall of the accountancy bldg. :) to be continued.. (haba pa eh)

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Your Guardian Angel..

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

*love this song, reminds me of a lot of stuff... :D
*http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=geRdF1XWsoM

love you lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

Thursday, August 28, 2008

thinking of edward instead..

don't get me wrong but edward is just a fictitious guy.. as many of you know he is the guy from the #1 best-selling book "Twilight" and he just seems to be the perfect guy..

now what's with the title? well, as i am typing these words down, anger is flowing through my veins and i don't realy want to explain it... ask me n lng if u see me.. so i just think of edward since he seems to be that perfect and ideal guy for every lady like me.. so wen i think of him instead of anger, kilig run through my blood. i know it sounds cliche but if it brings me joy... y not? i mean hay..

un lng.. pleasant night to everyone..

love you lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

Friday, August 22, 2008

It's Time to Do Something About This...

As many of us know, the classes last wednesday were suspended due to the typhoon Karen... On my part, it made e very glad since we won't have theology and filipino.. but when you see the picture below, it will make you think a lot.. Are typhoons all good or all bad...

Since we didn't have classes that afternoon, we (my family) decided to go to S&R (baclaran branch), we first decided to have merienda at Dragon Place i guess.. the one infront Maxim's near bayview hotel and after that my father decided to go near the bay to freshen up all of us disagreed since the weather wasn't that nice but still he parked by the bay, which was where the former baywalk was... So with a bit of anger we went down by the bay and this is what we saw...










Hay.. it saddens me to see these things happening around me.. i know that there is not that much i can do to stop these thins from happening but i know two things for sure and that is that i will start doing my part in helping with cleaning our environment.. one step at a time.. another thing i know is that the person reading this blog will do to..

I hope that someday, our government will start moving their hands and feet and not only their mouths with regards with their promise with everything. i know that i am once again blaming the government and i know that it is somehow wrong cause they are not the one who should be blamed all the time.. but think about this.. what if they were the one who started to do something, don't you think that they will be our role model??? (dba oo namn?) anyways, i also learned that we should learn to do things one at a time just like at Evan Almighty, one Act of Random Kindness at a time.. (A.R.K.) :)

Start doing your part na ah.... :) Thank You!!!

here is a inspiring quote from Lao Tsu, "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."

God bless and thanks for reading my post.. (Do your part ah.. :))

Love lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

sa wakas tapos n rin... pero...

hay.. (in a good way) hehehe... tapos n rin ung whole day of pure exams... grabe tlga feeling ko parang bakasyon n hehe... well it is sort of a vacation kse bkas 7-9 and 1-4 ung class ko tpos sa fri lakbay-aral (field trip) namin hehe... and sa sat and sun not that much worries kse kaka-exam lng sa almost all the subjects :) hay.. tpos i would like to thank God tlga kse i did not study that much last night i was just listening to secret tuesdays sa Mellow 94.7.. hihihi... and i thank Him so much kse i sort of pass all the subject which for me is goodd enough since i did not study that much nga... so I thank You LORD!!! ang galing Mo tlga!!! :)

PERO!!! this is the pero in my title hehehe... pero i still have tons of things to do well not to do but also things to worry about... one of which is my volleyball practical exam tomorrow.. d tlga ako marunong magtossing it seems to be so simple but so hard to learn.. so ayun that is one of the things.. tho other one is my thelogy project and exam sa monday.. ai! may exam pala kmi sa monday hihihi... anyways those are the three things i am worried about... so guys i still need your prayers..

for those who prayed for me last night thanks sa mga prayers...

up to here n lng muna.. :)

love you lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

tyka nga pala....

tyka i am looking forward sa no classes this coming August 18 and 25 :)

abi, g9, chioa and worms alis namn tyo oh... preety preety please!!!! im begging pero kung ayaw nyo edi wag as if... hahahah jwk lng... :))

God Bless ulit!!

love you lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

just dropping by...

helow!! as my title states, i am just going to drop by..

well, i am quite sad today and i don't know why.. :) maybe because i suddenly miss my old friends or high school life once again... :) (miss you guys)

well drop by lang me for this shout-out kse ang dami ko pang exams bkas eh... as in lahat ng period may exam mas grabe p nga ata toh sa monthly exams eh hehehe cge alis n me.. tyka pray for me and don't worry i'll pray for you guys namn eh :)

God bless!!!

love you lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

Monday, July 28, 2008

No Classes...

i made my phone alarm around 7am.. and i woke up twice before the said time and there was no rain so i thought that we will be having classes today but when i woke up or when my mom woke me up by 6.30 and told me that there were no classes i was so happy and i felt like WoW... well, the first thing i did was to rise from my bed and i just thanked God and then confirmed it sa Unang Hirit... hay... i am sooo happy..

**this is just want i want to post since i told you gus that i am going to try to update my blog as much as i can.. but i have to go now since i still have some assignments and projects to accomplish.. hanggang d2 n lng...

love lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Like Eagles -Don Moen

O my soul
Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
It's been told form the beginning
The Lord your God is on your side

O my soul don't be afraid
Hope in the Lord
By His righteousness and power
He will strengthen
He will guide

Chorus:
And I will soar
On wings like eagles
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name I call

For the Lord is never weary
His ways are beyond my thoughts
I will trust in Him
With all my heart
(Repeat verses and Chorus)

And I will rest upon His promise
Patiently I'll wait...
(Repeat Chorus 2 times)

I will trust in Him
With all my heart

And I will rest upon His promise
Patiently I'll wait...

trying to be consistent....

helow... i am sort of back... to chioa: ayan ah may post na ako!!! hehehe

well, marami n ang nangyari sa buhay ko dis past few months.. marami n rin realizations and decisions made.. ung iba sa inyo alam nyo n ung mga un ung iba d p!! :) kng gus2 nyo malaman txt me :D

kagabi, nanuod kmi ng sine pinanuod nmin ung "Mamma Mia" (shifting language...) so it was a nice movie since the songs were all familiar and that it's just good. I was with my family and we watched it at Midtown :) it was sort of bitin kse u never know who the father really is but still i enjoyed it... un lng :))tpos

these days, i am quite busy with school since its already our second shift hay.. still confused and still lost...

i also want to say na i am so pressured with my class kas there is too much talking-biehind-someone's-back as in grabe sobrang dami tlga na i even know the side of those people as in both sides... and i don't know if i can still handle it this week or i might just burst out... grabe n tlga... pray for me guys n masurvive ko tong time n toh... tyka d lang yun eh meron din ung parang mga wierd or may be bad pipol in our class na parang they are so immoral or parang d tao pero i know na most of you will say na parang "THAT's COLLEGE!", i know, pero parang it just irritates me and i just want to share it with you guys.. i hope you'll understand.. hehe...

i have also noticed na sobrang barok nanaman ng pagtatype ko ng posts pero surely mag-iimprove ako promise hehe.. after the i might post a lyric of Don Moen's Like Eagles... try to download it and listen to it... :)

up to here na lng muna... God bless guys!!! Hope your'e okay... :)

love lots,
Sydneylyn Tan

la lang...

i just cam hme from church and i just want to say something i learned hehe:
Don't give up on God because God never gave up on you.... :D

Sunday, May 11, 2008

What Happens In Vegas...

Today my sister and i watched this movie and for me it is a great movie...

First of all, i liked the movie... i mean the title doesn't really suit the movie but still vegas is where everything started... :) i liked the theme or maybe something i noticed in the movie which can be related in real life is that... you never know how much something is worth until you lose it... hay.. so i learned that, na parang we should cherish everything we have right now and those things we don't have...

Another thing i learned is that marriage is a very serious thing.. hehehe... la lng... :p

About namn sa venue, we watched the movie at The Promenade even though it was a bit expensive (PhP 180.-) and that they don't accept credit cards it was worth it... maganda sa loob... mganda ung seats and you are only few inside d sya crowdy tpos spacious pa... bsta it is worth it and tlga mganda ung movie house... tpos no one can enter while the movie is being played so another nice thing about it is that no one disturbs and no one is disturbed.. hehe...

so... uhmm... anu p b? well... for me ah... for me lng Cameron and Ashton has a little bit chemistry... haha... un lng cguro...

next on the list : made of honor :D

happy mother's day

Happy Mother's Day to all the mom's out there!!! :)

un lng hehe...
bye....

another song i love...

though i don't like mariah carey that much... i still like this song i think she composed and sung...

here's bye bye by mariah carey....

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

i really miss you a-ma... :(

Friday, May 9, 2008

it is somewhat true... i am a dove...

Your Power Bird is a Dove
Deep and emotional, you can connect well with almost any living creature.
You bring hope and optimism to any dire situation.
You are both gentle and affectionate with everyone you love.
Truly nurturing, most people consider you to be a mother figure.

it feels like a lifetime....

its been more than a month since i lasted posted anything here in my one and onle beloved blogspot... :)

well... a lot of things happened ever since my last post... the first thing was the prom night... the second thing is that i lost someone very special to me and that is my grandmother... (she was 90 years old...) i really miss her so much and today marks a month of us losing her... hay... (i miss u a-ma) just like i have once said and i'll say it again you truly are the mighty bond of our family and i hope that you are very happy right now seeing us and being with our Creator.... : anyways... other things that are happening to me right now is that i am currently working... that's right i am... and as a waitress at ying ying tea house... it is fun you know... i mean engaging with new people makes me somewhat prepared to enter college another thing is that i am with abi, jia jia, clau, eman (some of you may know him) and elkein (the newbie, if i may say so)...

i work for nine hours a day, 5 days a week and my salary per day is PhPxxx haha guess niyo na lang... :)

as of now i have mixed emotions (as i usually do feel..)! i feel sad, happy, mad, blessed and happy.... i know that many things happened during last month and including the month before that and this month but i am very blessed to have all the people who loves me and who is always there for me...
>GOD!!!
>Family!!!
>Relatives most specially my lovely cousins, titas, and uncles well all of them actually..
>Friends and in which i believe is one of the most important thing in my life!!! honestly.... i can't live withput them... without YOU guys!!!! :)

so.. where was i.. uhmm... oh yeah.. i have mixed emotions right now oh and i want to add that i also am a bit scared.. scared to fall... scared to go to college... well i am not scared to go to college i am only scared of the things and mostly i know are trials i will encounter there.. i mean i might have already thought of all the possible (mr. ong : probability.... miss ko n un) --- all the possible what if's a person like me can think of... :) but i also know that God will never forsake me and that's what makes me keep going.... :)

well... eto lng ung mga updates ko sa life diz days... :) i miss everyone... i miss the fact of typing continuosly and talking about my life or sharing my life with yo guys... i miss u ol.. leave kayyo koment ah... o-ma is back on track!!! :) bye!!!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

o-ma is back!!!

hi guys!!! i'm back... from wer you may ask... i'm back from my Shanghai trip.... and i just want to post it... heheh.. im still thinking if i am that ardworking enough to post the things i did there but as of now i just want to post something.... :)

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

reli.....ef????

its been a long time since i had my last post....

today, we just finished the first part of the periodic week and that is the English part... right now i just got into the mood of posting an entry, so i am... :)

so things just happened so fast that as i am typing right now i am thinking on what happened to me today... :?

what i remember is that i woke up... took a bath.... ate my bfast.... wore my uniform.... brushed my teeth... and went to skul.... haha just joking hehe

.... after my periodic exam in economics i went straight to the Agape center and i saw "her" (some of you who were with me also saw her :)) so i just left my bag there (since i am going to have my NBC) and quickly ran out.... i headed to the music room... ai d pala i went to the faculty room to pick-up my photocopied compilation of literature selections and by the time i had it in hand i left THEN headed to the music room... atsi pat was there and so were most of the worms..... and we talked and laughed like we usually do... then... after a while we went to our nbc and what we talked about is that when we believe in Jesus we should be His followers/disciples.... and that we should do things because we want to and not because we have to and that in the end God knows what is inside our hearts including our thoughts, words and deeds.... :) we finished our class earlier that what i thought so i once again headed to the music room and still the worms were still there hehe....

i was starting to get hungry so what we did is we went to Chang Kai or somewhere their vicinity and bought some crepes and it was very yummy... i ate bacon cheesedog crepe hehe it was really delicious every penny was worth it... hay... even though it was a bit weird u know having corn, veggie, mayo, bacond and cheesedog in your crepe still i fekt that it tastes good... (FYI: the store had its last day today :)) and so we went back to the music room to finish it hihihi... atsi pat had a meeting by 11am so we had to leave and by that time we headed home already.... :)

i ate my lunch and called up my friend dianne since she asked me a favor to teach her chinese trigonometry :) (hei thu haha shhh....!) so at first the agreement was i was going to her house but in the end.... it end up in a way that she was the one who came to my house hehe... so from around two pm to four pm we studied "sa kak" and then after that we shall study again but in the end we end up updating each other about our life and you know what guys?? it is somewhat a big relief or it is just a great feeling... i mean after a long time of not talking or maybe updating each other for a long time and having tat moment was very heart-warming.... :) we talked almost about everything from grades, teachers (one specifically) upto boys hehehe... :)

she left around 5pm and what did is i turned on my computer then i turned it off then i turned it on again and here i am typing my entry....

i learned a lot of things today....
~being a believer means you have to be His disciple
~it should be our will for He knows....
~life is short (reminded)
~new meaning of death (I'll elaborate if i have time...)

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Slow Me Down...

this is a nice song i hope that you'll like it too and that everyone these days will slow it down....

Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast I’m forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
I’m getting nowhere
My head and my heart are colliding - chaotic
Pace of the world – I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I’ve got it together
I’m falling apart
Save me
Somebody take my hand
And lead me

Slow me
don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me down
Don’t let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might disappear
In the blur of fast-forward I falter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
I’m getting nowhere
All that I’ve missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn’t paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I’m falling apart
Tell me
Oh won’t you take my hand
And lead me

Slow me down
Don’t let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me
let me live a lieBefore my life flies by
I need you to slow me down
Just show me
I need you to slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

Thursday, February 28, 2008

one of the greatest day of my life...

today is the greatest day of my life... this day has just been so great! :)

the first thing which makes this day great is that.... today we didn't have our first and second period today hehe... well, the guidance and counselor center decided to have a somewhat before-we-graduate thing and what we are to do is that we should open up or tell our thoughts to the class since we are about to go our separate ways.... and it was fun.... and saddening... the thought of leaving all your friends in just a few more days and that you will be looking for someone to open up to again...the thought of having new friends and the thought of the chance that you might forget some of them let tears run down my cheeks.... and i just can't help it... gravity keeps on pulling it down hehe.....

~to all my friends, close ones, acquaintances.... i just want to say thank you and even though i know that i am irritating at times you still get along with me and i am really thankful for that... life would be really incomplete if you guys were not with me during these four years of my life... i know you have already heard these lines and they are just like nothing or lines not coming out of my heart... but they do tey really do i will do anything just to prove to you guys na i am really glad, blessed, loved by God by knowing you.... thank you to everyone who have made this school year a very unforgettable and meaningful year for me... and to those friends i just got close with these year... hay... THANK YOU tlga...

another thng that made me happy today is that we did not have our fifth and sixth period since we held our scince olympics... it was fun... the science olympice hehe not the somewhat free tym we had hehe... since the things the contestants had to do was somewhat interesting... i mean throwing eggs, rocket launching and flying paper plane hay who wont be interested with that... i am!

the third thing that made this day special is that i was exempted from the first to the third period of my chinese class hehe... what made it fun or special is that well honestly i dont know but i just had fun.. well i am happy most of the time hehe... so mayb thats why... hahah... or mayb just not attendng my chines class made it fun... :p

the very last thing that made me happy is that our xenxi (xenxi manuel) treated us at mcDo if i may say that was the most expensive meal i ever had at mcdo i mean it cost him 125PhP hay... he really is just so kind... he truly is a very helpful to others he helped not only me but a friend of mine and i am very glad... he is very kind that he is the nicest guy i ever met... very giving and doesn't think twice when it comes to helping pipol and i am very glad that i met him.... im still toking about xenxi... hay... Thank God for him... :)

these are the events in my life that made it so special... if you want to know more about this day col or txt me.... hehe cause aside from this thing there are still more stuff that mede me happy... :)

Sunday, February 24, 2008

www.tickle.com :)

my five-minute quick fix is to Relax and Meditate

Om. Close your eyes. Take a deep breath. Relax your mind. Soulful and smart, you don't look to external sources to fix your problems. When the stress of the world piles up around you, nothing settles your nerves and helps perk you up like a little quiet time.It doesn't take a 90-minute yoga class or a full-body massage to renew your spirit — a deep thinker like you needs just a few calming minutes to relax and recharge. An easy-going person with an optimistic outlook on life, you know that looking good is all about feeling good. With that grounded spirit, it's no wonder you've always got your best foot forward.

charcter test....

You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

Saturday, February 23, 2008

everythings gonna be alright....

guys... i know n marami sa atin madalas sad... feel natin n parang la tyo kasama la tyong pede matakbuhan at ibuhos ang ating mga saloobin... parang lahat ng tao against sa atin...

i just want you to know n God is always with you... you may say n yah i know n ok?!... pero do we really do? i mean do we really think that way when we are at are lowest... ?? hay.. i really dont know what im trying to say but maybe some of you may understand me... the main topic or idea that i want to point out is that everything is gonna be alright.. i may have not yet been through the things you are going through right now but i truly say na there were sme points in my life n i was very very depressed pero by the time i prayed... things started to be going smooth again.. :)

i would just end this post by saying n pray.. it really helps eh hehe... :)

here's a verse that might help you:

Matthew 7: 7-8
"Ask, and you will receive. Search, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened for you. Everyone who asks will receive. Everyone who searches will find. And the door will be opened for anyone who knocks."

what a day it has been... part II

hi!! im back its been a long tym since i posted anything here in my blog... did you guys miss me? just fooling around... ;)

(but did yah? huh? did yah? did yah?)

hehehe....

so my title for this entry is what a day it has been... again hehe... and it is also another saturday :P

i slept aroung 1am already because of telebabading with my best friend, jeannine.... she won't let me sleep nga eh kaasar hehhe (peace)

and i woke up 5 and a half hours after that hehe so i woke up around 6.30 am... then i arrived at the prayer meeting around 7 am.... our topic was about church family... u know guys i have a problem with this one because... my parent as in one of them... doesn't really like me to be a Christian (guys, please pray for me kse gus2 ko tlga maging Christian), my parent would say na what are you doing b in school... so i had to be honest and told him/ her n i am going to the prayer meeting... bsta i know that this can be very hard to understand but still... just pray for me please... tnx..... so ang sarap tlga ng lugaw after the prayer meeting hehe tpos samahan mo p ng adik (knorr) grabe perfect combination b!!! hay... pero ang masaya p sa prayer meeting is you meet new people and you can see some of your friends... grabe... hay... oh tyka kng kaya nyo pls... pray for the jysc... parang sobrang dami p kse nila problems eh hehe.... some of which is that:
~~medyo kunti p lang ung pupunta so pls pray n mas marami ung pupunta lalo n mga college students... and fourth year students....
~~pls pray n sna dumami p ung parang councilors nila hay.... medyo kulang p kse eh... they have 36 and they still need around 12 more...
~~also pray for those who want to go and have some financial problem n sana may mahanap sila n solution....
~~pag pray nyo n rin ung mga nag-aarange nung camp since first tym eto n joint camp medyo first tym rin nila magkakilala (not sure) hehe so parang pray for understanding and sana tama ung mga decisions nila....
!Tnx ah guys...

after ng prayer meeting, i went to the parish to see if Sheriza was there but she wasn't. we were going to meet because we have to finish our p6 project we had a lot of revisions to make... like repain our stand with color black.... and white... :) anyways she wasn't there so i decided to just get our prject from our classroom.... i thought the room was closed but when i got there it was already open and i saw that some students were having their remedial class.... so i just went in and took our project... :) (im so bad hehe)

after that i went back to the parish and Sheriza was still not there so un i waited thank God n i have some companions i can talk to cause if they were not there i would look like a dead flower or in tagalog lantang bulaklak hehe (tama b ung term??) hehe after a while around 8.40 am un Sheriza arrived so we already started to paint. to tell u the truth even though we are just painting woods which looks like very easy to paint but guys its not!!! as in you have to be very accurate hay... hehe... im not complaining im just saying that it is hard... :)) or challenging!! then after that or while we were painting a friend who was not seen for a long time came, if you can still remember one of my post whch had two new frends included?? you know joseph and jade... well, jade and i met again today and i feel like he was somewhat a blessing from God EVERYTIME. the reason for this is that the last time i was with him i was very very depress that i was so down as in i was in my lowest (you might say: i get it! ok?!! okay so after meeting him and his brother that time my mood changed and it was for the better that i tend to forget all of my problems... :) and this time when he came, Sheriza and i were already sooo bored and then after he came everything or our moods changed again.. :) and our spirits were lifted up with his kulitness.. hay... truly a blessing in disguise.... but wait there were more blessings... one of which is that when we were working tiffany came and she was asking me to help her to do some things with her but i declined since i was doing my project... after a while she came back from eating at mcdo and she bought us a large fries and i felt very konsensya kse i didn't go with her pero un nga i was doing my project kse eh.... so another blessing was that whenever the sun will come out i ask God to give me a cloud hehe i know that its weird pero it was fun hehe... like the sun will come again then ill say again na : ""God, pahingi ng cloud" hehehe... then we were like playing hehe... sun in sun out hehe....

we finished our project around 12.20 pm hehe it did took us that long hehe... and we let sir see our project or maybe our stand and he said:" wow!". at long last our job was paid off with that short phrase.. :) so after placing our project at the science lab 1... i decided to go home na...

by the time i got home, i washed my hands then i ate my lunch.. after my first bite... the phone rang and my mom answered it... she said something that made let me knew that it was my teacher (xenxi manuel) who was on the phone... so i had to ate a little faster cause he was already at the stephenian hall and he was already calling or asking me to go there na so i did go there an hour and more earlier than the said time... so when i got there i was the first one to arrive... hay.... then he gave me a revision of my speech as the class head of my chinese class and it was longer as in thrice as long as the previous one... so i had to practice with mic all alone... hehe....

when it was 1.30 pm jerome alread arrived but richmond arrive a lot more earlier.. hehe.. so people started coming and it was already enough to practice some or most of the jobs to be done like doing those solo parts group singing and most especially declamating the paragraph we are suppose to declamate (is there such word...) ... anyways we did those things tpos nung mga 4pm n a man from jolibee was in sight hehe... and the man also brought some food like jolly spaghetti hehe sarap sobra kse mainit p nung kinakain n nmin hehe.... after that we were supposed to continue our job upto 5pm but since everyone was already leaving xenxi manuel already decided to call it over.... so after that jerome was kuliting that we should go to mcdo... hay... to eat again hehe....

so we stopped by the parish to just stop by hehe... it was already around 5pm n rin eh and we saw ahya bill so what we did is that we (me, jerome, jerick) invited him to come with us and he agreed so together we went to mcdo (FYI: i was the only girl hehe hay...) and we went there.. and the only thing i remembered we did was to LAUGH as in LAUGH lng hehe.... and there were not so many people so many people were staring at us hehe... it was fun... jerome had chicken strips with two rice and a large drink... jerick had number 7 (burger+drink+fries), ahya bill and i had sundae his was caramel mine was choco fudge... hahaha yum yum yum.. (chioa if your reading dis bka maingit ka hehe...)

it was already 6pm... so we had to go our separate ways... ahya bill had to go bak to the parish... jerome had to practice for the church choir and jerick and i had to go home n... :) so this is how my day went haha...

during this day i had a lot of extra experience one of whch was that i had a katext all day hehe upto now p nga eh... tpos i just want to tell someone n everything is gonna be alright... you'll be ok... ill always be here for you... as in forever...

Saturday, February 16, 2008

what a relief...

tick tick tick... thats ol i can hear when i was waiting for my turn....

i just got home from my interview at UST... i waited for around an hour and a half until it was already my turn for the interview... and it was not tensing when i was waiting.. but when i sat in the hot seat that was the time that my hands started to get cold and everything...

i was expecting this first question....
Why UST?
and this one too...
Why Physical therapy?
:)

... it was fun cause i did answer all the questions well... (i think..) and the people who interviewed me were very nice... (both were men) :) anyways that is all i want to say and oh! the last question was or mayb one of the question was about the presidential election not here but at the States and they asked me if i have any clue with such and i said yes... anyways it was a bot wierd but hey!! it was fun!! :)

I also want to thank God for being there for me...

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentine's Day....

gusto kong magblog pero la ako masulat...

first of all, happy valentines day to everyone..

for those who doesn't have any valentine.. Don't forget God who is always thaere for all of us for He truly is our true valentine...

bye... la tlga ako maicp eh hehe

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

jokes...

"ui joke lng ah".... mayb you have heard this a lot of times from me or from other people or from your circle of friends...

you may have also heard people saying that "jokes are half meant"

what if it is true... what if all jokes of a certain person or of everyone is half meant... or worst fully meant???

(did that question made you think?)

i myself admit that there are those times that i know my jokes had already hurt someone deeply.. i admit that some of my jokes are not that funny but instead it is serious.. i admit that there are those jokes told to me which for me are not that funny anymore.. it becomes.... irritating....

jokes are fun when given at the right time or maybe given seldomly... or frequently but as long as it is different from the other things... i mean the same joke given over and over again is what i may say... again.... irritating....

these are just some of my opinins hehe... no violent reactions will be accepted...
*this entry may have a part two kse i still have to study for my exams tomorrow hehe... :)

Saturday, February 9, 2008

i dont know the title of this wonderful song.. :)

I. When the sky is getting cloudy
And the rain begins to fall
The sun’s no longer shining
And you’re up against the wall.
When it seems your hope is fading
And your friend have turned aside
You’re seeking for some shelter
And you need a place to hide

*Get in touch with the Lord,
He’s the One, He’s the answer,
He knows just what to do…
You may ask any favor for His promise is true
Get in touch with the Savior
He wants to see You through

II. Now remember all the prophets
How they trusted in His love.
The children in the wilderness ate manna from above.
How the master cleansed the lepers
And He made the blind to see.
He walked upon the water
And He calmed the raging sea

*Get in touch with the Lord,
He’s the One, He’s the answer,
He knows just what to do…
You may ask any favor for His promise is true
Get in touch with the Savior
He knows what's best for you.

III. When your roblems get so heavy
That you don't know what to do.
And it seems to find the answer
Is impossible for you.

*Get in touch with the Lord,
He’s the One, He’s the answer,
He knows just what to do…
You may ask any favor for His promise is true
Get in touch with the Savior
He wants to see You through

Through It All

a song sung by Hillsongs... A song that i now will love and treasure forever..

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of LoveFor
Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

exhausting day...

Today was a very tiring day…. I woke up around 6.30 am and I went to the prayer meeting…. The topic was about sin… and how it is related from the Old Testament to the Gospels to the New Testament… i also liked our singspi, the song was through it all by hillsongs i might post it later... :) try to dload it maganda kse eh..

I have a declamation practice at 8 but since I am very pasaway I went there around 8.30 am already… when I was on my way to the conference hall...... nadapa ako!! hay... kaasar i mean until now mahapdi p rin eh tpos medyo malaki ung sugat eh... sa may tuhod... :(( sakit i mean hapdi tlga... actually after ng dapa d p sya ganun k sakit eh nung nag lalang song n kmi tyka sya naging mahapdi as in.... kse actually ulit d ko tinignan nung una kng may sugat ba o wala tpos un meron pala... hay...

when we were at the lang song or by the time i arrived i had another breakfast and it was sponsored by xienxi manuel + McDonalds haha.... after that we had our practice upto 10.30 am what's bothering me now is that how am I supposed to memorize more than five pages of pure chinese paragraphs or verses... in just less than a month... hay.. (God, please help me and give me the strength, amen.)

after the lang song practice i went to the music room and had our rehersal... i love the song that we are singing right now that we will be singing during the recital.. i will also post the lyrics of the song later.... the title is still forgotten hehehe.. sorry... aside from that i also liked the blending of all the four parts: satb... :) maganda ung pagkablend eh....

after ng chorale, i accompanied marianne, maribelle, ming2, and angellyn to buy their lunch... :p

after that (puro n lng ako after...) i went home and ate my lunch.... i also decided to go to UST today para magpa-schedule ng interview.... and my schedule is next week February 16, 2008... mga 10-12pm.... hay.... scared pero with God i can do it for sure... :) i have a very long story for this one... so i went there alone, my parents were the ones who brought me there... and after that i signed my name on the paper by the guard... tpos i went to the admission office ata tpos... i think there were a lot of misunderstandigs so i thought that there were no scheduling or appointments to be made si iecided to go but when i was about to leave i heard a familiar voice... "magpapa-interview po" so i walked back and i saw... Bien, Kevin, Jasper and his cousin so i asked if they are already going to have their interview... then they told me that they were there to have their sked so i said "ah... kailangan pala tlga...." (kse nga i thot d n) so i said again " cge sama n lang ako sa inyo" hay... praise God tlga kse if it wasn't for them bka nagsisisi ako ngyn n la ako ngwa tpos kailangn pala tlga ng sked... hay (thank You God, amen!) so after that we went to the medicine bldg of UST and we went to room 101 and found ate someone and told her that we wanted to skedule for an interview... during that time i forgot to get 150.- Php from my mom so thanks a lot to Kevin that I can borrow 100.- Php from him hay... ( I had 50.- Php) hehe... Thanks tlga Kevin... During that moment when we also saw Nicolle Annicas who is going to her interview that time.. i think she was late... pero at least she still had her interview... :) after that we went our own separate way... praise God tlga for them.... :)

*additional info: When i was to ride at our car i suddenly noticed that i forgot to bring or i LOST the photocopy of my transcript so i have to think were did i placed it so i said "Ah! sa confe nung nag lang song kmi"... so i had to go back to skul and look for it... PRAISE GOD kse nandun sya sa conference hall as in PRAISE GOD tlga kse not only am i worried that i lost it i also thought of the ten pesos i paid for it... sure ten pesos is just a small amount but still its a very big deal for me cause it is just a piece of paper... so nweis.... Thank God tlga for everyhting....

back to the journey...

After USt i went to Binondo to help my parents with business things and for my reward we went to Starbucks and i had a grande mocha frap hehe and a chicken empanada... :) yum3!!! i saw a lot of pipol there.. Kasen, Diana, Cherrie, Dustin??, JR, Kendrick, Sarah Candace they were all studying for the LT so for me i also brought my Filipino so I took some time to study.... then we left around 3.30pm...

Then (d n after haha) we went to polland(not the country just the shop) along Escolta since mom asked me to buy 2 lumpia and a kuchay-a and a chicken kua pao for my siblings.... :) so i did then we went home after that...

THE BAD NEWS!!!
By the time we reached home our refrigirator had a problem when the doors are closed it makes a noise that is very wierd so we had to lipat all our goods in our freezer to other people's house and it was somewhat a very hard thing to do since i have my wound and i also have a backpain......

after everything that happened to me i am just thankful cause through this day... I learned a lot of things from my experiences today as in a lot... And i cant do most of the things today if it is not for God's help....

hanggang d2 n lng kse ang haba n eh tnatamad n ako tpos maypopost p me na lyrics...

God bless tyka tnx for reading my blog!!! :)

Friday, February 8, 2008

short blog...(shortest entry if i may say...)

this entry will be very short.. since i am just using abi's laptop to type this entry :) shhh........ (i thnk she has no idea at all) nweiz... the reason i am here is because i am at her house doing our lit project hehe... the voyages of Ulysses if i may say........ :) and i am somewhat having my break since jia jia is cutting the styrofoam.... abi and sheriza are putting or drawing borders at our illustration board.. :) so mthis blog will be just upto here hehe :)) chao... i might enter a new entry later.. bye i really have to go... :)

Thursday, February 7, 2008

just dropping by...

i just want to post something..


now let me think of a topic to talk about...


what about... hmm.... can't think of anything...

what about everyone desrving a chance or may i say a second chnce at the same time...



Wednesday, February 6, 2008

bored to death..

i hope there were classes today since i never thought that a day without it will be this killikng...

additional to this there are only few people online... hay... and not ol of them are close to me... i'll be like crazy if i just said "hi" all of a sudden....

i thought today was supposed to be a very nosiy day or a very alive day... why is it that it seems to me that everyone is sleeping or something... (no offense ah) i'm just speaking my heart out cause its like i dont have anyone to talk to evryone is somewhat different... everyone seems to have underwent a drastic change.. :(

i feel so alone (though I know that God is with all the time) but still i feel so alone, sad, left-out.... :((

back to english....

hi!!! Im back and im back to my old language and that is pure... English!!! my last two post was pure chinese or maybe there were a few words which weren't but still i dont know whats the chinese word for blog hehe..... you know its not that hard to think of a topic you can use but what is hard is that to thnk of the letters to use to type on that bolg entry....

anyways i will still try to have a few more blogs using chinese as the language and next time it will have a lot more content and sense :p

another thing is that i want to thank God for giving me the chance to learn a lot of languagesaside from english and tagalog i am really thankful... Thank You God!!

bye for now... stay tuned for my future posts haha... chao!!
hi!!! im back and im using my normal language and that is ENGLISH.... my last two post were pure chinese and it was kind of hatd for me.. not to think of a topic but to type the words i have in mind... hehe..

恭喜發財!!!

恭喜發財, 紅包拿來!!! 哈哈哈!!!

明天是我們中國人的新年…. 也是叫做春節!
你們現在會想, 我為什麼在用中文來寫我的blog…
這是因為我想要看看我會不會寫一個entry用中文的….

我們現在並沒有上課所以我有辦法那麼早來寫我的blog…

好辛苦喔!!! 我好像要流鼻血了!! 哈哈哈!!!

我想不到我還要寫什麼….

Uhmm….我看就要這樣了吧!! 我快要頭痛了!!! 哈哈哈!!!

吧拜!!! 再見!!!

當你孤單你會想起誰

你的心情總在飛 什麼事都想去追 想抓住一些安慰
你總是喜歡在人群中徘徊 你最害怕孤單的滋味

你的心那麼脆 一碰就會碎 經不起一點風吹
你的身邊總是要許多人陪 你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天總會黑 人總要離別 誰也不能永遠陪誰

而孤單的滋味 誰都要面對 不只是你我會感覺到疲憊

當你孤單你會想起誰 你想不想找個人來陪
你的快樂傷悲 只有我能體會 讓我再陪你走一回

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

....la ulit ako maicp...

with regards to my las post i forgot one thing...


i forgot to thank God for everythi

memories...

*this post covers both yesterday and today events...

when i was changing for my p.e. class i heard Irene singing a song that was very familiar that it has a lot of memories for me... then i remembered that i knew that song when we were at Taiwan and that it really was very meaningful, the song was 當你孤單你會想起誰 when translated to english it is "when you are alone who do you think of?" and i just felt so happy inside.... i don't know why but for sure it was because it brought back a lot of memories and i feel like i have forgotten them already...

And just awhile ago i was bored so i decided to get my souvenir cd from taiwan and tried to browse through it and i was shocked because i already forgot some of my friends i mean i know it's bad and i am sorry but you know after not keeping in touch for a very long time, you actually forget those things that you guys have been through and honestly speaking, i got more sad because seeing the files or pictures/videos in that cd made me realize that those were the time that i was very very very happy and that i want to go back there and never come back or move on... i know i may sound wierd or like a psycho but still i really loved those days even though there were bad memories... isn't those bad ones made up those good ones i love? so im really sorry if you dont get my post for today or something but still i miss those days... maybe that is all im trying to say... i miss everything... from the friends to the teachers i encountered with to the free time, activites, food and especially the places i've been to.... but out of these things... the thing i miss most is the friends i earned during that trip and i feel so sad.. because we may never speak or keep in touch again but still in the end, i am very thankful for God for giving me the chance to know them, for the chance to have this experience and especially for the chance of remembering all these things again...

i also miss those times that we can go out by ourselves without supervision of any adult, those times that we can speak our native language and people around us could not understand what we're saying, those times when we get lost and still feel so happy inside, those times when we go shopping and get the chance to bargain with the owner, for those times that i fell in love (haha.... jwks), for those times that i once felt that i was needed/appreciated by people, for those times that i can fail my test without the feeling of guilt inside of me... for those times that i felt very independent for those times when i was truly happy and felt so very democratic (this word is too deep)... and also for a very particular time that we had no curfew and we shopped upto 12am and our teacher did not get mad at us since it was already our last night ad i also miss the thrilling rides i rode during our last week of stay... i also miss the tour guides/close friends i had when we were having field trips....

anyways, for those people who went with me to this study tour...... i miss you all and once again i would like to thank you for those times where we shared thoughts, laughter and many many more... THANK YOU!!! i miss u ol....

and also to my roomates at room 1703 (i think, not that sure...) thank you very much, for the phao mi(S), for those times when i was crying to death because of too much homesickness and you were there to cheer me up, for those times that you were there to back me up ol the time.. i love you guys....


some people i was very close with: joanna, janine, lynn, zi anabelle, zi kim, adrian, angelic, hya gershom, ryan, shairra, zi joan, mikki, zi tasha... thank you po for everything...



» The Greatest Story Ever Told

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
here you are
if I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
tonight it’s you and I together I’m so glad, I’m your man

And if I lived a thousand years
you know, I never could explain
the way I lost my heart to you, that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you…tonight

I don't hear the music
when I’m looking in your eyes
but I feel the rhythm of your body
close to mine
It's the way we touch that sends me
it's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile you know I die for, oh baby
your all I need

And if I lived a thousand years
you know I never could explain
the way I lost my heart to you, that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never knowthe greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you I love you tonight

Tonight

And if I lived a thousand years
you know I never could explain
the way I lost my heart to you, that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you I love you… tonight

sad....

lam nyo ung feeling n parang.... mixed emotions.....

thats how i feel ryt now...

i feel sad, happy, sad, happy, mad, sad, happy,.... i dont even think that im happy...

im just sad, mad, sad, mad...

i really do have mood swings.. hay...

mayb its because of the things that happened to me these days...

i also feel like i want to have or type a very long blog but when i see this sooo white page i just say to myself... "tinatamad n ako or i'll just keep it to myself.." hay...

i feel sooooo down....

straight from the horses mouth

when one hates someone, one should say it to that someone

Sunday, February 3, 2008

what the Bible says about love....

since it is february i thought of this very popular verse about love....

1 Corinthians 13

1 What if I could speak all languages of humans and of angels?
If I did not love others, I would be nothing more than a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.


2 What if I could prophesy and understand all secrets and all knowledge?
And what if I had faith that moved mountains?
I would be nothing, unless I loved others.

3 What if I gave away all that I owned and let myself be burned alive?
I would gain nothing, unless I loved others.

4 Love is kind and patient, never jealous, boastful,
proud, or 5 rude. Love isn't selfish or quick tempered.
It doesn't keep a record of wrongs that others do.
6 Love rejoices in the truth, but not in evil.
7 Love is always supportive, loyal, hopeful,
and trusting.
8 Love never fails! Everyone who prophesies will stop,
and unknown languages will no longer be spoken.

All that we know will be forgotten.
9 We don't know everything, and our prophecies are not complete.
10 But what is perfect will someday appear, and what isn't perfect
will then disappear.
11 When we were children, we thought and reasoned as children do.
But when we grew up, we quit our childish ways.
12 Now all we can see of God is like a cloudy picture in a mirror.
Later we will see him face to face.
We don't know everything, but then we will,
just as God completely understands us.
13 For now there are faith, hope, and love.
But of these three, the greatest is love.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

meant to be...

a friend of mine once asked me if wether or not do i believe in "meant-to-be's" and i said yes..... and i asked what about you??

bka gusto nyo ng mga cute n wallpaper....













Psalm 37 : 1 - 11

1Don't be annoyed by anyone who does wrong, and don't envy them.
2They will soon disappearlike grass without rain.
3Trust the Lord and live right! The land will be yours, and you will be safe.
4Do what the Lord wants, and he will give you your heart's desire.
5Let the Lord lead you and trust him to help.
6Then it will be as clear as the noonday sun that you were right.
7Be patient and trust the Lord. Don't let it bother you when all goes well for those who do sinful things.
8Don't be angry or furious. Anger can lead to sin.
9All sinner will disappear,but if you trust the Lord, the land will be yours.
10Sinners will soon disappear, never to be found,
11but the poor will take the land will be yours...

the type of guy that i like.... :)

1. nerd?
~ k lng ata...

2. varsity player?
~ k lng kng hindi...

3. siga?
~ no...

4. have muscles?
~ la n lng ka-ilang pagmeron eh :p

5. loves music?
~ it's a must!!!

6. funny?
~ Sobrang must!!!

7. wearing eyeliner?
~ never!!!

8. annoying?
~ when i need one...

9. fat but cute?
~ size does not matter?! :)

10. rich?
~ may kaya dapat..

11. has many ambitions in life?
~ k lng as long as kaya nya ma-achieve...

12. friendly?
~ he better be!!!

13. likes to eat a lot?
~ k lng.. ako rin nmn eh hehe

14. loves to study?
~ marunong at least magbalnce...

15. has nyc voice?
~yah... pero k lng kng hindi... pero sana lng....

16. already has girlfriend but brokeup?
~ cguro.. break n eh.... or past n rin eh hehe...

17. asks too many question abt u?
~ k lng pero wag sobwa dami tyka pagnagtanong me dapat sagot din sya...

18. knows how to play the guitar?
~ kahit ano...

19. also likes the sports that u like?
~ k lng kng hindi... may idea lng about the sports i like or at least marunong sya nung sport...

20. tall?
~height does not matter pero wag nmn sobwa short....

21. shy?
~ hindi dpat pero wag sosobwa

22. has a loud voice?
~ k lng... para fair

23. quiet in class?
~ depende sa mood ko or kng free tym lng

24. has talent to dance?
~ kahit anu rin

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