when i was changing for my p.e. class i heard Irene singing a song that was very familiar that it has a lot of memories for me... then i remembered that i knew that song when we were at Taiwan and that it really was very meaningful, the song was 當你孤單你會想起誰 when translated to english it is "when you are alone who do you think of?" and i just felt so happy inside.... i don't know why but for sure it was because it brought back a lot of memories and i feel like i have forgotten them already...
And just awhile ago i was bored so i decided to get my souvenir cd from taiwan and tried to browse through it and i was shocked because i already forgot some of my friends i mean i know it's bad and i am sorry but you know after not keeping in touch for a very long time, you actually forget those things that you guys have been through and honestly speaking, i got more sad because seeing the files or pictures/videos in that cd made me realize that those were the time that i was very very very happy and that i want to go back there and never come back or move on... i know i may sound wierd or like a psycho but still i really loved those days even though there were bad memories... isn't those bad ones made up those good ones i love? so im really sorry if you dont get my post for today or something but still i miss those days... maybe that is all im trying to say... i miss everything... from the friends to the teachers i encountered with to the free time, activites, food and especially the places i've been to.... but out of these things... the thing i miss most is the friends i earned during that trip and i feel so sad.. because we may never speak or keep in touch again but still in the end, i am very thankful for God for giving me the chance to know them, for the chance to have this experience and especially for the chance of remembering all these things again...
i also miss those times that we can go out by ourselves without supervision of any adult, those times that we can speak our native language and people around us could not understand what we're saying, those times when we get lost and still feel so happy inside, those times when we go shopping and get the chance to bargain with the owner, for those times that i fell in love (haha.... jwks), for those times that i once felt that i was needed/appreciated by people, for those times that i can fail my test without the feeling of guilt inside of me... for those times that i felt very independent for those times when i was truly happy and felt so very democratic (this word is too deep)... and also for a very particular time that we had no curfew and we shopped upto 12am and our teacher did not get mad at us since it was already our last night ad i also miss the thrilling rides i rode during our last week of stay... i also miss the tour guides/close friends i had when we were having field trips....
anyways, for those people who went with me to this study tour...... i miss you all and once again i would like to thank you for those times where we shared thoughts, laughter and many many more... THANK YOU!!! i miss u ol....
and also to my roomates at room 1703 (i think, not that sure...) thank you very much, for the phao mi(S), for those times when i was crying to death because of too much homesickness and you were there to cheer me up, for those times that you were there to back me up ol the time.. i love you guys....
some people i was very close with: joanna, janine, lynn, zi anabelle, zi kim, adrian, angelic, hya gershom, ryan, shairra, zi joan, mikki, zi tasha... thank you po for everything...
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