it feels like a lifetime....

its been more than a month since i lasted posted anything here in my one and onle beloved blogspot... :)

well... a lot of things happened ever since my last post... the first thing was the prom night... the second thing is that i lost someone very special to me and that is my grandmother... (she was 90 years old...) i really miss her so much and today marks a month of us losing her... hay... (i miss u a-ma) just like i have once said and i'll say it again you truly are the mighty bond of our family and i hope that you are very happy right now seeing us and being with our Creator.... : anyways... other things that are happening to me right now is that i am currently working... that's right i am... and as a waitress at ying ying tea house... it is fun you know... i mean engaging with new people makes me somewhat prepared to enter college another thing is that i am with abi, jia jia, clau, eman (some of you may know him) and elkein (the newbie, if i may say so)...

i work for nine hours a day, 5 days a week and my salary per day is PhPxxx haha guess niyo na lang... :)

as of now i have mixed emotions (as i usually do feel..)! i feel sad, happy, mad, blessed and happy.... i know that many things happened during last month and including the month before that and this month but i am very blessed to have all the people who loves me and who is always there for me...
>GOD!!!
>Family!!!
>Relatives most specially my lovely cousins, titas, and uncles well all of them actually..
>Friends and in which i believe is one of the most important thing in my life!!! honestly.... i can't live withput them... without YOU guys!!!! :)

so.. where was i.. uhmm... oh yeah.. i have mixed emotions right now oh and i want to add that i also am a bit scared.. scared to fall... scared to go to college... well i am not scared to go to college i am only scared of the things and mostly i know are trials i will encounter there.. i mean i might have already thought of all the possible (mr. ong : probability.... miss ko n un) --- all the possible what if's a person like me can think of... :) but i also know that God will never forsake me and that's what makes me keep going.... :)

well... eto lng ung mga updates ko sa life diz days... :) i miss everyone... i miss the fact of typing continuosly and talking about my life or sharing my life with yo guys... i miss u ol.. leave kayyo koment ah... o-ma is back on track!!! :) bye!!!